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Hello Kitty Leopard Backpack

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A Puggle snuggle with Teddy

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It’s that time again… mah burfday month! But eh.. turning 22 isn’t as exciting as 21 now haha! I still gotta see if I still want to do something. I didn’t even realize that it’s already June because of how busy I am D: if I don’t do anything on my birthday weekend, I’m most likely going to study… aha. But, I should do something, so I’ll think about it.

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remember—breathe:

feel the rhythm, feel the rhyme! 

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Meh..

So this week has been the worse week in this term so far. NEVER in my life… and I say NEVER do I ever just break down and cry. Yesterday was my first time. It honestly was a weird feeling. I was just frustrated at myself, tired, overwhelmed, and overworked. It just happened. First of all, I felt overwhelmed and a bit intimidated by the first DH class. Secondly, I was literally the last person to leave in my class because I was still doing x-rays… while everyone left, I had no one to help me out. In the end, my x-rays turned out to be crappy and not acceptable. It even had lots of errors -_- On top of all of that, I was getting worried about my anatomy test the next day so I just wanted to go home and study AND we didn’t get a break in between so I was hungry.

All in all, I was just mad at myself and I was coming to the point of crashing and burning. Anyways, as I was getting out of class, I had the need to call Vlad and just tell him how I felt. Once I heard his voice, I just broke down and cried and I’ve never done anything like that before. Bleh.. Then after that started, I just cried and cried all day and I couldn’t stop! I guess I was just finally letting everything I feel out haha… I even tried to suck it up and not show my parents that I’m upset, but I just broke down in front of my dad. I’ve been super stressed out before but I never broke down like I did yesterday. I feel I’m just so upset at myself for doing a shitty job on the xrays and I’m just upset at myself for not being as smart as the other girls in class. I’ve been getting C’s in tests and I want to strive for the A. The thing is, they have the advantage of being an assistant and I don’t. So I guess it just upsets me because I really want to do better. I really want this.

I’m just really thankful for having Vlad being there for me especially when I broke down on him like that. I really am. He told me that he has faith in me and that I can do it. It was just the kind of encouragement that I needed to hear. I’m even thankful for my parents supporting me and helping me out whenever I don’t understand things in class. I’m not really feeling the right motivation quite yet, but if I work 100x harder… maybe it’ll help. This week just sucked and you know it sucked when I just cried everything out, haha. I have a feeling I’ll be having more of these in the future… sooo I’m going to avoid it by trying and manage my stress and time in a better way.

Oh, life of a DH student :/